and the one last thing I need to tell you before I leave.

is also the toughest.

I'm moving to www.thatoneinabilliongirl.blogspot.com

after 3 years, I quit this blog. Quite sad, yes. But I will leave it here to look back upon.

Goodbye xanga.

<3 kelsey

Goodbye 2008.

So I, reflected, thought, went through the past 12 months, rewound the clock, pressed the rewind button on the remote control, and still,

there's just too much to remember. my memory is such a failure. lol

Honestly, this year was awesome, no doubt about that. I had my ups and downs, sure. I had my moments where I felt like I had reached the top of the world, and other times where I wish the ground below me would just open and swallow me up. But heck, I regret nothing. Sure, there were things I could have done better, people I could have spent more time with, things I didnt necessarily need to do, things I shouldnt have done, but when it comes down to it all, I have no regrets.

2008 was a fantastic year, make no wrong of that. But as 2009 approaches, I will step into it with arms wide open, for part of me is excited of the prospects of this new year. My graduation, Senior year, visitors to Melbourne, turning 18, and other such things that I cant really reveal. ;)

One things for sure though, 9 and a half months in australia doesnt equal to 2 and a half months in malaysia. I guess its the fact that time spent here is so limited that I remember more of what happened here than what happened in australia. Or perhaps, it could be just my memory failure. =P

But nevertheless, I cherish my 2008 moments and I will try my best to make the most out of 2009.

A short, random recap.

In 2008 I,

turned 17.

became prettier. XD okay, I took the effort to look better. =P

laughed heaps more.

was a leader. (and got the highest position for next year =P)

stoned & emo-ed more, at the same time, strengthen myself.

bonded with a group of close knit friends.

*xanga is being annoying so no more pictures*

shared a room with a German. =D

took the courage to do beyond my limits.

grew up.

took chances.

took risks.

dared to dream.

became skinnier.

developed more sarcasm and lameness.

and most of all,

I grew to be more Me, and became who I am today. =)

Goodbye then 2008, Goodbye.

ps: there are probably more things but who the heck can rmb all. lol

<3 kelsey

Strong till I Break.

Gosh, its the end of another year. How time zooms past.

Time for a reflection, time for a walk down memory lane of 08, time to lock everything that happened this year in a time capsule, time to leave behind my 12 months and most of all, time to move on to the next chapter/episode/year.

*thinks for a minute*

okay, I need my own reflection time before I can say what I make of this year, so I will be back before the new year begins ;)

til then, the rest of you should take some time to reflect to. =P

thank you debbie darling and jeremy the er, jammy =P

now my bear has a poring to accompany it though if I have space I might lug it back to melbourne with me. =D

3 more days to 2009, T-H-R-E-E, lets not end the year in depression, yes. =)

<3 kelsey

Merry Christmas.

ryanteh rawks our world! =D

Merry Christmas! =)

and because no matter what, Christmas is Christmas when we're all together. ;)

ps: I'm not darker then them! I just didnt put the things that they did =P

<3 kelsey

Tanned, Sunburnt and Wrong.

stupid xanga didnt post last night's entry. argh.

Not in the mood right now, so pls bear with the lack of explanation.

Lack of photos due to personal reasons. Shall post more when I get suitable ones from my dad.

My year12 subjects score out of 50, if you can see.

and I live with this constant Fear,

the one which is inevitable despite my best efforts.

And as I took a final glance at yesterday's passing darkness,

I look into the horizon,

To hold on to the very one I had let go of,

Cause if I let it slip and fall out of my hands again,

I could never forgive myself, Ever.

<3 kelsey